Things I've learned about myself from Human Design
I am a mutant. I'm here to be a catalyst for change, deep transformation in well-being, simply by being myself.
I'm a teacher, a guide. Not in the traditional sense. As an individual (mutant) it's through self-exploration, self-awareness, and self-mastery that I gain share-worthy wisdom. But it's only by invitation and thru response that I can effectively share what I know. As a generator, I have to wait for my sacral energy to say "yes", but more than that, I must be feeling truly vital, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, in order to effortlessly show up in ways that are impactful and sustainable.
As an emotional being, I must learn to feel the depth and breadth of all my emotions, for they contain "body logic" and wisdom that is designed to guide me like an inner GPS. This can be a slow process, due to lack of practice and having been emotionally repressed most of my life. My emotions are a gift and a decision-making tool because I'm emotionally defined. Although triggers happen that bring about painful or difficult emotional experiences, the feelings are mine to decipher, learn and grow from. There's no blame and no forgiveness required. All of it is FOR me.
It's here in the emotional aspect of my being that I am tribal. I'm here to impact others emotionally, to have deeply empathic emotional experiences within relationships, which makes me highly intuitive in some settings, where I'm invited to tune into others' energy, for healing for example.
Although I'm not a hermit, stillness and solitude are keys, programming partners, to my cultivation of vitality and blissful joy. I'm a "loner" in many ways that are critical to my well-being. The generator is here to "know thyself". It's in the stillness that I find Me. And in stark contrast, it's in the group or collective that I experience Me...as a reflection externally, and in electromagnetic connections that link my inner wiring together so I can experience all of myself internally.
I've spent my entire life learning thru trial and error. For many years I felt like life was just one mistake after another, learning hard lessons and judging myself as a failure. But there were also periods where I moved effortlessly into situations and places that were beyond perfect when I allowed myself to be guided by my design unwittingly. I learned that there's an ease, a grace, and a flow to trusting in myself and my highest wisdom, my body wisdom...my Healer. As I've learned to let go of conditioned behavior, mental chatter, overthinking, and self-judgment, it's becoming easier to get into the passenger seat of my vehicle and let my Driver drive.
I've spent my entire life learning thru trial and error. For many years I felt like life was just one mistake after another, learning hard lessons and judging myself as a failure. But there were also periods where I moved effortlessly into situations and places that were beyond perfect when I allowed myself to be guided by my design unwittingly. I learned that there's an ease, a grace, and a flow to trusting in myself and my highest wisdom, my body wisdom...my Healer. As I've learned to let go of conditioned behavior, mental chatter, overthinking, and self-judgment, it's becoming easier to get into the passenger seat of my vehicle and let my Driver drive.
In many, if not most aspects of life... work, romance, adventure...I'm a late bloomer. I'm a martyr... Please don't shoot the messenger... And I'm a role model who has yet to hone all of my gifts. I always knew in my younger years that life would truly "begin" for me later. I'm excited to become the version of myself that is fully self-actualized and able to lead by example.
Unpacking all of this and more has been my task over the last few years. I've changed so much, and quite rapidly with one personal breakthrough after another. As I have dismantled and each piece of my design to examine it, I've reassembled it with a depth of self-awareness, and an awareness of others that simply is Compassion.
Crystal Willingham
I'm a Whole Life Wellness Coach and Online Business Consultant, and a Natural Intuitive Healer.
I am a certified
Life Coach and Reiki Master
I have a Masters of Science Degree in Internet Marketing
I love working with entrepreneurs to assist them in transforming their lives through the consistent daily practice of various bio-energy related habits, thought processes and healing tools.
My Soul Level Intentions are to encourage and empower entrepreneurs
to gain CLARITY on the Healing power within themselves,
in mind, body, spirit, relationships, and finances.
I inspire others to take control of their own journey by offering proven tools to become the frequency of the life they prefer to live, coaching on the most effective ways to align with their UNIQUE COSMIC ENERGY and strategies for success!
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WHAT PEOPLE SAY
Crystal is a true healer! I am a massage therapist and fellow Reiki practitioner and thought I knew the power of energy healing until I met Crystal. She has changed my understanding of the healing potential. Thank you Crystal!!
Sean, Kennewick, WA
I started having sessions with Crystal because I had multiple physical issues that were troublesome. I wasn’t too sure what to expect, yet many people had recommended for me to go see her. My first visit was an extensive assessment with a high tech body scan which identified the blockages in my body. Crystal, without even knowing my issues, knew what needed to be cleared. Through many healing techniques, I began the awareness of the foundation of my physical ailments. This started the emotional release of my untrue thoughts about myself. I began feeling better after our first session, and continue to have deep healing in ways that are inexpressible. Crystal is a very gentle, compassionate, and has unconditional love for me. Crystal, I am so extremely grateful you are in my life, and assisting me to live my life to its absolute fullest. Namaste!
Sandy, Richland WA
I want to thank Crystal for her warm, genuine and loving energy. I was introduced to alternative methods of healing by Crystal. She is a kind and generous soul. She took time from her busy schedule to send healing energy for my son who was ill at the time. Crystal encourages people to look within and use intuition, prayer and inner guidance to seek solutions and healing. She has rays of wisdom to offer.
Lily A., Pasco WA
This information is fascinating, to say the least, deeply transformative and empowering at best!
There is a concept in human design that is being spoken about a lot. It's the end of the 400-year cycle of the Cross of Planning, which ends in 2026. Because of this shift, were in an extremely transformational time. Human consciousness is literally evolving through the emotional center (solar plexus), so knowing oneself AS AN INDIVIDUAL thru the lens of our cosmic blueprint can help us prepare, and transition more smoothly.
There is also a concept in human design that it takes 7 years to "decondition", meaning to align fully with the gifts and enlightened aspects of how we're designed and let go of everything that keeps us actively stuck in our shadows or ways of being that are not functionally correct for us.
So starting now is perfect timing! From 2020 to 2027, a lot of stuff is gonna change. Having a personal strategy for how we govern ourselves and knowing how to make decisions based on our own unique inner authority will certainly be a benefit to those of us out here on the leading edge!
Who is ready now...to take this information and use it to create a solid foundation for self-mastery?